Dilemma.....not just one!

I always have a fear,
waise, it's mostly unclear....
but whenever its near,
I am afraid, I swear!

I always have a confusion,
or it's just a mere illusion....
I can't understand this situation,
I am unable to find a solution!

I always have something to share,
u may know it, chances are rare...
"why?" remains the question again, it's not fair...
when will u understand that i care?

There is always a way,
find one for me, if u may....
It's complicated, I may say....
either u or i have to go...... away!!